| Well... It's been a good while since I wrote... I just haven't felt like writing anything. I've had time to do it, but i just don't want to. I'm kind of enjoying listening to it rain and thunder, since I'm the only one home. I hope I get to go to my grandparents for spring break. I'll probably just chill up there and ride my horse and walk through the woods... Not that much longer and graduation will be here. It's hard to believe. I'm just getting so annoyed with people lately. I'm just not saying anything to them. I'm to the point where I just don't care. On a good note, I got back a friendship that i guess you could say wasn't so good. We just don't talk as much as we used to. I've been working a lot the past couple of weeks trying to get in some extra cash... Well I have some things i need to take care of...
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ok.. So...I think may grandfather may have pancreatic cancer... I was watching this thing on tv that said something about lower back pain (that's what he has) and it said something about pancreatic cancer..... That's just not cool. If I EVER lose him I wouldn't know what to do...Probably go into a HUGE breakdown... He's almost like my dad (he's the only real male figure i've been around). That would just kill me. Literally....Anyways on to something good...
Amanda and I went prom dress shopping... She found hers... so not fair... Still looking for mine. Ended up hanging out with Harry and Royce at Walmart... That was pretty funny... lol.. Only after we ate was it funny. Oh well. Too much stuff is going on right now.. Its WAY to confusing for me...
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That about sums it all up... I'm afraid to tell my mom that I traded my horse. I can't wait until this weekend though... I'm off both Friday and Saturday... Hopefully I'm going to try and stay out... haha.. Things have changed ALOT in the last couple of months. It's amazing how fast people can change. As of right now there are 66 days left until graduation...I had a very interesting convo last night and I can somewhat understang where he's coming from... oh well.... i gotta get ready for work. what fun...so yea.
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I'm very excited because I found out that I got that horse!! Oh well... Not too much has happened. I got my hair done on Friday.. Took 3 long boring hours. Went to Sonic and down to Roses then to Robert's to hang out with Jackie and them... Saw my boy DJ... I haven't seen him in FOREVER.... Worked yesterday... Did somethings.... Working today.... Doing somethings when i get off... hopefully... oh well..
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Ok. I met a pretty interesting guy this weekend… lol. All thanks to Justin. I found something out on Saturday night and I was totally pissed. Oh well, Amanda and Jamie helped out with that… I love you guys!! Once I got to talk about it I was calm again. I said some pretty mean things to that guy though. Just like me to do something like that. Lol. But what really made my night was that my grandfather found a black and white paint… It’s a gelding and he’s 5 years old… He’s registered with the American Paint Association, Racking Horse, and Tennessee walking horse (includes all the papers!!)… Can’t leave out the fact he’s a THOROUGHBRED!!!! Yea baby!!! A horse that is registered 3x is worth a lot of money! I’m excited!! That means I have to trade my little manL. It’s worth it though. I haven’t told my parents yet… They CAN’T do shit! Ha! I got my grades on Monday and my parents were fuckin’ flippin’ out saying I could do better and shit. Monday was kind of awkward at school… I’m enjoying the fact that I’m single because I don’t have to worry about some guy bitchin’ about what I do… Let’s just say it’s a VERY good stress reliever. Everything is going good so far. I mean today we actually talked to each other for a little bit after I explained some things. Amanda and Jamie know the whole ordeal, which he really has no idea how I really feel about what he did. Guys never understand anything. Well, I got some things I need to take care of.
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